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Questions You Always Wanted to Ask

2009-08-25T16:00:00.000-04:00

Tongue planted firmly in cheek, although… some of this rings quite true. These are my opinions. If you don't like them, get some of your own.

Q: What’s the difference between submissive and slave?
A: Perspective

Q: Is it really submission if I like everything he does?
A: Yes, his.

Q: Define Master.
A: No, you define Master. Your definition is the only one that matters to you anyway.

Q: What’s the significance of a collar?
A: Commitment. The level of commitment isn’t set, that’s between the people involved.

Q: What’s the difference between real punishment and play punishment?
A: Tone of voice.

Q: What’s the most important thing in a D/s relationship?
A: Laughter.

Q: Can you be 24/7 D/s if you don’t live together?
A: You can’t be 24/7 D/s even if you do live together. Change 24/7 to "full time", and the answer is yes.

Q: Can I still call myself a submissive if we only do D/s in the bedroom?
A: Sure. You can call yourself anything you like. But understand that your definition won’t match some other people’s definitions, and learn to live with it.

Q: Is there any such thing as a real switch?
A: Yes, but everyone has a preference one way or the other, even if they don’t know it yet.

Q: Does love mess up a D/s relationship?
A: No, people mess up a D/s relationship. Love can be a factor, but not a reason.

Bonus question: Is it possible to fall in love over the computer? A: Yes, but I don’t recommend it. Falling over anything usually means you’ll end up with bumps and bruises you wouldn’t have found had you been looking where you were going.

My Friends

2008-10-29T20:41:00.002-04:00

We have made some wonderful friends in our journey thru life, My life has changed so much within the last year, I have fell in love with a wonderful man, moved to a totally new state and living the life i have always wanted.
Along the way I have made many new friends, to many to really list, but there are a few that i would like to point out.
Otk, you have quickly became a close friend of mine I have never had a male friend, that i feel so close to, I feel as if i can talk to you about anything lol and i do....Thank you....from the bottom of my teeny tiny lil heart for just being you.
Abater, From the first time we met you, i knew you were a great guy with an even greater sense of humor, lately i have even seen a different side of you, more open, glad to see you could stop surpressing your TRUE self.
Prettyeyes, have to admit there was a time when i first met you i never dreamed that we would turn into such great friends, but now i know better...besides who else would put with your brattiness besides me
Lazybaby...The baby of our family...hehehe....sweet...kind....yet tough and bitchy when need be lol.....luv ya gal.
curious one> we are as the guys say....sisters from another mother...doesn't ryhme with theirs...but who cares.....maybe it is because we are so close in age
tara> sisters from the first meet and forever...thank you for always being there when i needed to vent.
SS and Belle> Wonderful loving couple......hearts of gold, great friends, looking forward to getting closer.
lil kitty> my babygirl hehehe, your wonderful spirit and wellingness to take on a tiger for your friends or loved ones, shows how big your heart is, we luv ya girl

I have this "fetish" lol, with the movie "Pay it forward".
When I was at the bottom of my rope, I had alot of friends to rally around me and pull me thru alot of BS, I have tired in many ways to give back to some...weather it be with words..or a shoulder, or helping at at meets, whatever I can do, that is my way of "paying it forward", in the future I hope to pay it forward in alot more ways to my friends that have made my life sooo much easier and happier.
With love and huggles
~~Peach~~

My New Life With Master

2008-03-12T21:32:00.002-04:00

Do You know what You do to me?

I don’t quite think You do,

not everything, not always

not the way You should,

not the way I want you to.

Do You know my heart races

at the sight of You,

that I start to tremble

at the sound of Your voice?

Do You know that my knees

go weak at Your touch,

or that my stomach jumps

when You kiss me?

Do You know that the feel

of Your tongue tangling with

mine does unspeakable things

to my mind?

Do You know that Your hands

on my body is the most

incredible feeling I have

ever felt in my life?

Do You know that the sight

of Your glorious cock

straining towards me, wanting me,

makes my juices start to flow?

Do You know that when You

nuzzle my pussy it is all I

can do not to scream to the world

how incredible I feel?

Do You know that as You enter me,

I am taken to the plateau that

women have ached for, since

the beginning to man?

Do You know that when I cum

it is the most intense release

that I have experienced ever

in my life?

Do You know that as you keep

hammering into me and turn me

over, that the base nature

of it is joyous?

Do You know that the sounds

You make when You cum is

music to my ears, because I

am the cause of it?

Do You know what You do to me?

Do You?

Deep Inside

2008-01-31T19:17:00.000-05:00

My Love... that is where You need to be, deep inside me.... tears
stream down my face now because this rubber does not replace You.... it
isn't warm and throbbing like You are... there is no one gripping my waist
like You do... there is no slapping of Your skin against mine... Your
fingers do not bruise my breasts nor twist my nipples...You are not with me..

i go alone to my bed now... my fingers will move over my clit in a
frenzied dance... my back arching as i try to mimic the way You slap the
engorged entrance to my core.... my moans will fill the air, my
breathing heavy and ragged... a crescendo of need and desire will rip through
the room... i will cum and cry out Your name, but You will not hear me...

Perhaps somehow You will stir in Your sleep and sense me somewhere in
the recesses of Your mind... knowing that i'm writhing, flesh hot and
damp.... hair cascading wildly down my shoulders sticking to my sweaty
face.... my thighs parted and the nectar flowing from my swollen lips...
but You will not see me...

Claim me, my Love.... take me.... i beg You to impale me on Your turgid
cock.... Bury Yourself deeo inside me as i need, crave, and desire You
to do.... Leave Your handprint on my flesh... Pull my collar tight...
Grip my hair and pull my head back as You fiill me with Your hot seed
and mark me as Yours .... Take this emptiness away... i am ready for
You..... but You are not here...

Peach's Vows to Her Master

2008-01-17T20:51:00.000-05:00

I COME TO YOU NAKED….

BEARING NOT ONLY MY BODY, BUT MY MIND AND SOUL, STRIPPED OF ALL POSSESSIONS, I OFFER MYSELF TO YOU

MY NAKEDNESS IS A SYMBOL OF THE HONESTY

THAT COMMANDS OUR RELATIONSHIP. UNCOVERED, UNCLOAKED, THERE ARE NO SECRETS. THERE ARE NO WALLS FOR ME TO HIDE BEHIND. BEFORE YOU, I STAND, AS I AM, AS I WILL BE

I WILL SERVE YOU ALWAYS WITH YOUR BEST INTEREST AT HEART. BECAUSE I AM A SLAVE, THERE ARE TIMES I DO NOT ALWAYS USE THE BEST JUDGMENT. I WILL LOOK TO YOU FOR GUIDANCE

I OFFER YOU MY BODY. IT IS YOURS TO OWN AND CHERISH, TO LOVE, AND TO TRAIN TO BE OF SERVICE TO YOUR NEEDS. IT IS MY GIFT TO YOU IN LOVE AND HONOR

I OFFER YOU MY MIND. IT IS YOURS TO OWN AND CHERISH, TO LOVE AND TO TRAIN, TO TEACH ME TO UNDERSTAND YOUR NEEDS. IT IS YOURS TO SHAPE

I LONG TO BECOME THE PERSON YOU WANT ME TO BE, ONE THAT BRINGS YOU PRIDE AS WELL AS PLEASURE. IT IS YOURS AND THEREFORE ALL OF MY THOUGHTS, DREAMS, AND FEARS ARE ACCESSIBLE TO YOU. MY MIND, IT IS MY GIFT TO YOU IN LOVE AND HONOR

I OFFER YOU MY SOUL, AGAIN, AS I HAVE DONE BEFORE, TODAY, I NOT ONLY RENEW MY VOWS TO STRENGTHEN THE BOND THAT CONTINUES TO GROW BETWEEN US THROUGHOUT ETERNITY

BEFORE YOU I KNEEL…MY BODY, MIND AND SOUL IT IS MY HOPE THAT YOU WILL TAKE OWNERSHIP OF ME, POSSESS ME, LOVE ME WITH ALL OF YOUR HEART, PROTECT ME, ENCOURAGE ME, PUSH ME TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN BE, FOR YOU

IT IS MY HOPE THAT YOU WILL PERMIT ME TO SERVE YOU AND THAT YOU WILL TAKE PRIDE IN MY SERVITUDE, YET AT THE SAME TIME RESPECT AND HONOR THE PARTNERSHIP WE HAVE CREATED, HONESTY, ABOVE ALL ELSE WILL BE OUR CREED

IF YOU ACCEPT ME, FROM THIS POINT FORWARD,

I, Peach , AM YOURS,HUMBLE AND BELOVED SLAVE OF

MASTER Trickz

MY BODY, MIND AND SPIRIT NOW ONE WITH YOURS

YOU COMPLETE ME IF YOU ACCEPT OWNERSHIP OF ME.

Signed:slave Peach

Our Dance

2008-01-15T13:05:00.001-05:00

Soft, romantic music,

Gently fills the air,

As you carefully take my hand in yours,

I feel secure and know you care.

Your strong hand caressing my back,

Holds me tight, against your chest,

Our hearts interlock, becoming one

As you lean against my breast.

I feel your lips against my skin,

Gently showing your desire for me,

And I indulge myself in you,

Kissing back, ever so lovingly.

My thoughts drift far away,

Remembering past times in your arms,

You’ll never step on my feet,

I will always admire your charm.

I look deep into your eyes,

And I thank God above,

For leading you to me,

I’d be lost without your love.

Our song will change,

As we round each bend,

At times it will be hard to endure,

But our dance, it will never end.

If I shall die

2008-01-15T12:45:00.000-05:00

If someday I die,

I have these things to say.

Tell my friends I loved them,

Each in a special way.

Tell my family that I'm sorry,

And I'll see them again someday.

Tell Jim that I love him.

Tell Chasitey not to cry.

Tell Tina I'll miss her.

Tell Buddy I said good-bye.

All the things I feel,

You will never even know.

I have so much love inside,

That I'll never get to show.

To Mama, I always loved you,

And Daddy I always will.

Jim keep on smiling,

And Milo I love you still.

My family please stay strong.

I will never forget you,

Even when I'm finally gone.

To all the people I love,

This is what I have to say,

I'll love you forever,

And I'm sorry it ended this way.

I still miss you

2008-01-14T00:05:00.000-05:00

This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time

Everyday I watch pass by
With an emptiness in my life
And a hole in my heart
Where only you belong

There are nights I wake up crying
And wishing you were here
To hold me in your arms
And kiss away my tears

There is something that keeps me holding on -
What I'll never know
But one day things will go my way
And I'll have you in my arms

My Pearl

2008-01-07T18:41:00.001-05:00

This is your studio
And I stand naked at the center
Waiting for you to make me your masterpiece

This is charcoal dust on your fingertips
And I am your parchment
As you sketch dream circles around my navel

This is magenta on your brush
And I am your canvas
As you paint passion on my skin

This is your chisel
And I shape as you sculpt me

These are your pliers
And I curve as you bend me

These are your hands
And I yield as you mold me

I am reborn in your palms
Young and sweet
Ready for you to consume me

When you lift me to your mouth
I am soft fruit bursting between your teeth
Liquid music on your tongue

When you reach my core
It is opaque and pristine
A smooth milky lacquer

This is my pearl
My jewel of desire
My cool
That becomes hot
With your touch

Yearning

2008-01-02T13:43:00.001-05:00

When I gaze into his eyes

I see pure love and care

Knowing that it is true and real

Even across distance and time

I feel his arms around me

Holding and caressing

Enveloping my heart and soul

His voice sending spasms deep within

Waking my dormant heart

With every movement each sound

I do not feel as alone as I once was

Yet that gnawing emptiness still lurks

Knowing he is there that I belong to him

My wayward heart and mind no longer wandering

Searching and yearning for love and peace

A Slaves Cry

2007-12-28T19:28:00.001-05:00

Once again......Master knows what is best for me I love you Sir.....this is for you Sir

Trust in me, Master.

Know that I will hold You utmost in my thoughts,

That I will obey Your wishes,

even when we are far apart.

Believe in me, Master

Help me to visualize my dreams,

stand by me when I falter,

and praise me when I reach my goals.

Be patient, Master,

accept that I am both strong, yet weak

and in need of a not only a firm stance,

but also a caring hand.

Love me, Master

for who I am, and what I can be.

Change me not,

but build on my foundation so that I can grow.

Play with me Master,

please don't put me on a shelf like a toy

keep me with You in mind and deed,

so that I know I am wanted.

Reach me, Master,

Reach the child inside my soul,

who sometimes can be too scared

to tell you all that I am feeling.

Comfort me, Master,

when I am in pain or unsure of my steps.

Teach me to realize that

I am not alone

Challenge me, Master,

Push me to be better than I am,

Fly higher than I have,

for in doing so, I can make You proud.

Know me, Master

My strengths, vulnerabilities, and weaknesses

Help me to face that which I may not want to,

so that I can understand my value.

Talk to me, Master

Tell me of Your wishes, hopes, and desires,

Teach me to communicate as effectively,

So that I can be all that You wish me to be.

What he's done for me

2007-12-28T19:21:00.000-05:00

For so long I've been lonely

Drowning in my tears,

No one there to listen

Or help me face my deepest fears.

No one there to shelter me

From this world so full of pain,

No one showed me rainbows

Every time I saw the rain.

No one there to give a damn

About my broken heart,

No one to pick up the pieces

Every time I fell apart.

But, finally someone came along

And took the time to know,

All the hurt and pain

That I tried hard not to show.

He took the time to realize

How much I've had to pay,

For every time I gave of me

There was something taken away.

He took the time to look inside

This heart as cold as stone,

He found that there was something there

No one else has ever known.

He found what I'd been hiding there

Brought it out to show the world,

That there was so much love inside

Of such a lonely girl.

He knew what I was feeling

So he set my mind at ease,

Then he did the impossible -

He gave my soul to me.

So, now I'm going to take this time

To say "Thanks" for all he's done,

And hope he knows I love him more

Then life or anyone.

Damaged Goods

2007-12-26T23:31:00.000-05:00

There comes a time in your life when you need to step back and take a breath and exhale and still realize that your life was one screwed up mess and you were totally clueless on how to make it right, and the only thing that was right in your life,you were totally clueless on how to keep it right, I am not a perfect person, I have many many flaws, my worst seeming to be to push the ones away from me that I love, and that care for me.
I have no clue on how to make it stop....I am truly a broken person,damaged and I have no idea how to fix me :( And not sure I am worthy to be fixed.
So......I won't be making any more post for a while.......unless someone can help me fix me or give me some clue on where to start........I am lost.

Keeper of the Peach

2007-12-21T16:47:00.000-05:00

As the Master of My Peach, I've been blessed with good fortune, I have no needs to want for, she is my everything. To know her is to Love her, as many already do, she is the most sincere of slaves, her loyalty and devotion unquestionable, she is an inspiration and a model for any who would seek this calling in their life. Peach is my Pearl as I am her Oyster...I provide the protective place for her love to flourish, and she is my Most Prized Possession. We are One, I love her.

From The Wizards Workshop

2007-12-20T20:29:00.000-05:00

Well, I guess I'll do my blog bit on the arts and crafts side of things, theres no way I can cover the poetry and stories as well as my Baby Girl does. To begin with, let me say for the record I do not have a high dollar state of the art shop, sure I'd love to have all the nice new gadgets..but making do and rigging things up is half the fun. My son always said I was a Mcgyver type, and yeah I guess he's right. I needed to turn wood handles...did'nt have a lathe...i made one up...nothing fancy...but it does a good job. I looked into finding cool adournments for the flogger handles, and found what we are currently using...but that only whetted my interest in casting cool metal figurines and things myself...Soooo...I've built a blast furnace, and will be casting all sorts of things soon. That should make for some interesting reading for the do it yourselfers out there...I'll post pics when i think of it...and we'll just see where this leads...(stay tuned)..Trickz

I am a Slave

2007-12-19T14:08:00.001-05:00

i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being a slave

to my Master in a loving relationship.

i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman,

with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.

i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.

i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never

will i be more complete than when He is with me.

i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul

with His strength and wisdom.

He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.

His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.

Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy...

His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully,

knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.

If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him

and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.

However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of our relationship.

The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt,

those are all parts of this relationship.

My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.

No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes,

and because of that i hold my head high.

If He says i am His precious pearl

then i am that...a beautiful, sparkling gem.

If He says that i am His pet, His slut, then i am that..

as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.

My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.

i have no secrets from Him... for secrets are a thing that would

keep me from being more perfectly His.

Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...

and i do not want walls.

His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own,

but they are lessons He has decided that i need, and so i learn from Him.

My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be

when i kneel naked at His feet.

Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence,

be He miles away or standing over me.

If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul,

worse punishment than any lashes could be.

The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him

is harder to bear than any physical anguish i feel.

i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend

His time and energy so freely on me.

i have the easier job, to feel, to experience,

to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.

i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously .

i am a slave

i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly,

and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.

Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully,

because i am strong and proud.

i am a Slave

An Angel of my own

2007-12-18T13:47:00.000-05:00

The day we met I did not know him

We were strangers in the night

Both of us not sure of ourselves

Or of our place in life

I needed a strong hand to help me

someone who would protect me and understand

my many moods, the way I am

An angel graced me with his presence

the strength was felt so strong

he's helped me through rough waters

when my belief in myself was gone

Suddenly I am flying

I am not afraid to fall

for with the love of my angel

I will survive it all.

My prized possession

2007-12-14T20:11:00.000-05:00

A Few words about my sweet precious Peach. She is everything a man could want in a woman, she is kind , gentle, caring and has a most true slave heart. She lives to please me. Peach is a major part of the whole TrickzToyz venture, she is the motivation and inspiration that fuels my creative fire and is the business mind behind what we have built together. She has set my creative mind ablaze with innovative idea's and the creation of what is currently on our site: but its only just beginning, stay tuned...much more is in the works. Trickz

So It Shall Be

2007-12-14T20:07:00.001-05:00

His eyes meet mine

I struggle

How do I procede?

He repeats the question...

"Who am I?"

My thoughts betray me

You are my love

My desire

I think of your name alone

There is more

I feel the strength in your words

I see the fire of desire in your eyes.

I want

I must...I need to please you.

WHO ARE YOU?!?!

I shout out in my mind

You encompass me

You know me

You play me like a skilled musician

You are ever present in my mind

I belong to you alone

YES

I finally understand

I feel the word as it escapes my lips...

"Master"

"You are my Master"

His pleasure abounding

My breath increasing

"I am yours Master...

I am yours".