A Slaves Cry

Once again......Master knows what is best for me I love you Sir.....this is for you Sir

Trust in me, Master.

Know that I will hold You utmost in my thoughts,

That I will obey Your wishes,

even when we are far apart.

Believe in me, Master

Help me to visualize my dreams,

stand by me when I falter,

and praise me when I reach my goals.

Be patient, Master,

accept that I am both strong, yet weak

and in need of a not only a firm stance,

but also a caring hand.

Love me, Master

for who I am, and what I can be.

Change me not,

but build on my foundation so that I can grow.

Play with me Master,

please don't put me on a shelf like a toy

keep me with You in mind and deed,

so that I know I am wanted.

Reach me, Master,

Reach the child inside my soul,

who sometimes can be too scared

to tell you all that I am feeling.

Comfort me, Master,

when I am in pain or unsure of my steps.

Teach me to realize that

I am not alone

Challenge me, Master,

Push me to be better than I am,

Fly higher than I have,

for in doing so, I can make You proud.

Know me, Master

My strengths, vulnerabilities, and weaknesses

Help me to face that which I may not want to,

so that I can understand my value.

Talk to me, Master

Tell me of Your wishes, hopes, and desires,

Teach me to communicate as effectively,

So that I can be all that You wish me to be.

What he's done for me

For so long I've been lonely

Drowning in my tears,

No one there to listen

Or help me face my deepest fears.

No one there to shelter me

From this world so full of pain,

No one showed me rainbows

Every time I saw the rain.

No one there to give a damn

About my broken heart,

No one to pick up the pieces

Every time I fell apart.

But, finally someone came along

And took the time to know,

All the hurt and pain

That I tried hard not to show.

He took the time to realize

How much I've had to pay,

For every time I gave of me

There was something taken away.

He took the time to look inside

This heart as cold as stone,

He found that there was something there

No one else has ever known.

He found what I'd been hiding there

Brought it out to show the world,

That there was so much love inside

Of such a lonely girl.

He knew what I was feeling

So he set my mind at ease,

Then he did the impossible -

He gave my soul to me.

So, now I'm going to take this time

To say "Thanks" for all he's done,

And hope he knows I love him more

Then life or anyone.

Damaged Goods

There comes a time in your life when you need to step back and take a breath and exhale and still realize that your life was one screwed up mess and you were totally clueless on how to make it right, and the only thing that was right in your life,you were totally clueless on how to keep it right, I am not a perfect person, I have many many flaws, my worst seeming to be to push the ones away from me that I love, and that care for me.
I have no clue on how to make it stop....I am truly a broken person,damaged and I have no idea how to fix me :( And not sure I am worthy to be fixed.
So......I won't be making any more post for a while.......unless someone can help me fix me or give me some clue on where to start........I am lost.

Keeper of the Peach

As the Master of My Peach, I've been blessed with good fortune, I have no needs to want for, she is my everything. To know her is to Love her, as many already do, she is the most sincere of slaves, her loyalty and devotion unquestionable, she is an inspiration and a model for any who would seek this calling in their life. Peach is my Pearl as I am her Oyster...I provide the protective place for her love to flourish, and she is my Most Prized Possession. We are One, I love her.

From The Wizards Workshop

Well, I guess I'll do my blog bit on the arts and crafts side of things, theres no way I can cover the poetry and stories as well as my Baby Girl does. To begin with, let me say for the record I do not have a high dollar state of the art shop, sure I'd love to have all the nice new gadgets..but making do and rigging things up is half the fun. My son always said I was a Mcgyver type, and yeah I guess he's right. I needed to turn wood handles...did'nt have a lathe...i made one up...nothing fancy...but it does a good job. I looked into finding cool adournments for the flogger handles, and found what we are currently using...but that only whetted my interest in casting cool metal figurines and things myself...Soooo...I've built a blast furnace, and will be casting all sorts of things soon. That should make for some interesting reading for the do it yourselfers out there...I'll post pics when i think of it...and we'll just see where this leads...(stay tuned)..Trickz

I am a Slave

i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being a slave

to my Master in a loving relationship.

i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman,

with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.

i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.

i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never

will i be more complete than when He is with me.

i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul

with His strength and wisdom.

He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.

His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.

Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy...

His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully,

knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.

If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him

and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.

However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of our relationship.

The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt,

those are all parts of this relationship.

My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.

No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes,

and because of that i hold my head high.

If He says i am His precious pearl

then i am that...a beautiful, sparkling gem.

If He says that i am His pet, His slut, then i am that..

as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.

My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.

i have no secrets from Him... for secrets are a thing that would

keep me from being more perfectly His.

Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...

and i do not want walls.

His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own,

but they are lessons He has decided that i need, and so i learn from Him.

My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be

when i kneel naked at His feet.

Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence,

be He miles away or standing over me.

If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul,

worse punishment than any lashes could be.

The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him

is harder to bear than any physical anguish i feel.

i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend

His time and energy so freely on me.

i have the easier job, to feel, to experience,

to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.

i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously .

i am a slave

i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly,

and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.

Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully,

because i am strong and proud.

i am a Slave

An Angel of my own

The day we met I did not know him

We were strangers in the night

Both of us not sure of ourselves

Or of our place in life

I needed a strong hand to help me

someone who would protect me and understand

my many moods, the way I am

An angel graced me with his presence

the strength was felt so strong

he's helped me through rough waters

when my belief in myself was gone

Suddenly I am flying

I am not afraid to fall

for with the love of my angel

I will survive it all.

My prized possession

A Few words about my sweet precious Peach. She is everything a man could want in a woman, she is kind , gentle, caring and has a most true slave heart. She lives to please me. Peach is a major part of the whole TrickzToyz venture, she is the motivation and inspiration that fuels my creative fire and is the business mind behind what we have built together. She has set my creative mind ablaze with innovative idea's and the creation of what is currently on our site: but its only just beginning, stay tuned...much more is in the works. Trickz

So It Shall Be

His eyes meet mine

I struggle

How do I procede?

He repeats the question...

"Who am I?"

My thoughts betray me

You are my love

My desire

I think of your name alone

NO

There is more

I feel the strength in your words

I see the fire of desire in your eyes.

I want

No

I must...I need to please you.

WHO ARE YOU?!?!

I shout out in my mind

You encompass me

You know me

You play me like a skilled musician

You are ever present in my mind

I belong to you alone

YES

I finally understand

I feel the word as it escapes my lips...

"Master"

"You are my Master"

His pleasure abounding

My breath increasing

"I am yours Master...

I am yours".